well, yesterday i got my accepted to Columbia Basin College. Yes i am very aware that just about anybody gets into community college, but still i am just that much closer to doing something with my life then i was when i wasnt accepted, right?
well now that i am finally into the school I am really getting nervous. what they hell was i thinking. i cant afford this. my children have never been to a real daycare. i am going to have to get a job to pay for the daycare. i am never going to see my children or my husband. i am going to be up all night studying. ahhhh...am i really going to be able to do this. how do people do it? i am so nervous that it is not going to work out.
but the good thing is, is that my last year of school ashtyn will be in kindergarten so i will only have to pay for daycare for both of them one year.
BE BRAVE GRASSHOPPER.....your taking one step at a time and thats what counts!